'Sorry'

'Broken hearts and last Goodbyes.
Restless nights by Lullabies helps make this pain go away.'

Once upon these days where I wrote an article about one special person into my life, into my heart. One person who helps me everyday to be stronger and better. One person who today answer me finally:

'Sorry for breaking all the promises I wasnt around to keep.'

My Simple Win Today -> Stop crying.

Thank you to Clara, Helena, Camille, Auré, June, Marina, Laurie, Sab, Alexxz, the Girls if the Team and Nick, for all your support, your prayers and your help. I know just say 'thank you' is truly small for what you do for me if I could Id like to hug all of you. My heart and my love are everyday with you.

' 'Cause i dont wanna see you and me going our separate ways. Begging you to stay if isnt too late.'

' But you're already on your way. '

all the quotes: 'Sorry' - Jonas Brothers

'I Belong to You'

Im currently in the train when I write these lines. Yesterday had been an AMAZING day about 'em.

First I am SO happy 'cause I saw my friends Camille (twitter: _CamilleN), Alexxz (Twitter: Alexxzandrra), Sab (twitter: sangora) and Jessy (twitter: Jessy_Megan)

Arrived at the Sportpaleis at 8:30am w/ my young brother.

At 5pm: Soundcheck … I think he didnt read my banner 'My Simple Win: Be here today' I am so sad but I hope he saws my message... Soundcheck in front of John, Crista & Caro.

At 6pm: Meet & Greet: Haha awesome moment with 'em. I am SO sorry Kevin but I know you didnt angry against me 'cause you hugged me :D

I hope you love your Gift Joe, but I know that too 'cause Nick loves it too haha

The gig in front of my sweet Jack haha AWESOME !

Greg & John (and I think Jack too) had seen our Banner Moon ! John took it in his bag :) They love it so much ! Greg smiling and check me two times with Big Smiles. Haha I LOVE 'EM ! I cant stop laughing when I remember his face at these moments.

At this end of the show, I pointed Jack and make (y) he smiles and says to me 'Thank you so much' after when just guys played nobody applause except ME while looking Jack in the eyes ! He smiled me again and says 'bye' with big smile.

I am SO happy 'cause these guys are truly awesome ! I cant believe no one knows 'em …!!!

I don't know if you Greg, or you, John, or you, Jack read this article one time but guys, seriously … YOU ROCK ;) thanks so much to be the best everytime even if all these … girls comes just for Joe, Nick and Kevin, you're always here and you ROCK ! Caro and Crista too !! You're AWESOME and truly talented musicians.

Id like to meet you one day I hope thats come true soon ^^

By the way, thank so much for your speech next to 'A Little Bit Longer' … I cant comment more but just:

'I can't find the words to say
When I'm confused
I travelled half the world to say
You are my mu-se'

I Belong to You - Muse

Greg
John
Jack
Ryan
YOU ROCK

I've a message for you all now. I just wanna thank you all for your reading, comments, following, prayers and more ! I created this blog to share with you my fight of everyday... Soon I'll come to the hospital to do some tests... I hope everything will be ok... but im afraid of this day 'cause I was always afraid of the noodles. In 1 Month and 1 day.

All my Love.
God Bless You All Everyday.

Lily

'A Little Bit a Longer and I'll Be Fine'

Hey guys !
Currently, when i write it i am in the train to be back at Lyon. I know i'll post this text when i'll be at home.
im just come back from Zurich... Truly weird weekend ...
First we take the wrong train ... it was not to Geneva but to Evian-Les-Bains. We slept in a hostel there and took the boat to Lausanne at 5:40am after we took the subway to the rail-station and finally a train to Zurich ...
13 hours instead of 4.
To close this weird week-end we had meet Billy Joe Amstrong and Tre Cool of Green Day ... WTF ? i had win Meet&Greet and Soundcheck passes to finally didnt see the Jonas ... i am truly sad.

I think about everything: my life, my future, my health... The loose w/ the gig at Zurich learned me the importance of 'em into my life, my fight.
He's my hero even if I prefer another ;) He's so strong and courageous. Everybody couldnt do the half he does everyday. I thought im like him but finally not. im so weak than him ...

"My simple win: be here today." dont forget that guys ... (©LilySimpleWin)

i dont how can explain you my pain, my sadness and my emptiness ...
i just say to you when i person write a song and if this song make you cry just when you ear it, you understand the real way of the song when you are in the same way ...
I cannot stop to repeat in my mind this lyrics:

'All this time moves by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine'

A Little Bit a Longer - Jonas Brothers -

i dunno why ... certainly to convince me i'll be better ...
Another thing is truly ... hard to hear for me,
Still this Hero, Still this men, Still Crying:

'This Song,
Is for every broken heart,
for every lost dream,
for every high or for every low
And for every person who's ever felt alone,
And Tonight this song, This song is for you.'

Speech while performing A Little Bit a Longer in 3D Concert Experience - Nicholas Jonas -

Thank you so much my Hero, thank you so much for everything you do.

Write this post is very hard for me... Every time when i hear this song or this speech i cry ... I cry now...

i wanna say a BIG thank you to my friends who are with me everyday again and again ...
I am a broken heart, I know my dreams are lost but not dead, I've High and low everyday, i had already be alone but now i am not.

For illustrate this article I've chose this pic of my Hero 'cause just this pic makes me cry every time ...


All My Love ! God Bless you ALL !

Lily.