8 janv. 2010

"Today We Gather Because We have Chosen Hope over Fear"

In the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come. Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations."
Barack Obama
Today We Gather Because We have Chosen Hope over Fear
- Inaugural Address – Janv. 20th 2009 -

We're January 1st 2010 when i began this blogpost. So first: Happy New Year !

For this new year eve I was in the South of France, with my parents, my brother and a friend family. This afternoon we saw the first sunset of the year, of 2010, of this new decade and it was wonderful. Finally 2010 starts great even if 2009 miss the end badly. These last days were hard even if my faith stay the same but my strength leaves me day after day. My seizures are more frequent than the other weeks and more important too. My last problem is my hands. When I play piano they become very hard and cant continue to play during few minutes, when they're ok I can play again and I play again and again. I close my eyes and I play. I love to just hear. Btw my results doesnt be at home again... WTF ? I cant be better without 'em and my doctor is so slow to send me 'em. I cant believe it ! Thats incredible ! F*****g health system ! Awful way !

This year was made by some highs and some lows. One low never leaves me now but all the highs make me better all the year long. If i should speak about this year passed i dont know what i can write … If i should speak about the lows first i tell you that i didnt succeed at my final exams and my parents said me im not a great daughter about that. I probably mentioned this 'wonderful' way named « Friends » you know these persons who tells you that they will be everytime with you, everytime for you and who finally left you to another person. This year I had many bad nights with some nightmares. This year I still miss you like the other years again and again. This year I saw most doctors than the other years of my life but i'm not there to be sad. Im just there to speak about my point of vision of the world, of my life, of my illness. I know I was not a perfect friends this year for some of you but you know that I love you and i'll never forget you even if i'm so stupid ith you. I am so sorry. Sincerely. I hope you could forgive me one day for my bad actions.

This year my holidays were truly short but thats not a problem 'cause the best came after. I met some extraordinary & amazing persons, I saw some incredible concerts, I said to everyone who i am really, even if thats not ok for everybody. Seriously thats not my problem if you dislike the real me its your way not mine. I know who I am and for me its the better thing in a life. Be who you are really into your head, into your heart and never be afraid by the others. Never. I composed and covered many songs, updated many many tweets, created this blog too and played some great and awesome gig with the Adventys.

I'll never forget this year.

This year the world lost Michael Jackson, I love him, his music was my way when I was young but for me it's not the celebrity of the year. Sure, i'm so sad about his death that's terrible for the musical world. Few important personality make this year too. My books of this year are two books about Barack Obama, their speeches and “Dreams from my father.” 'cause the hopes is the better thing I can have now. To see him to become President of the United States of America was one such wonderful thing. I remember the day when I know him for the FIRST time. Three years ago, I was sick one day so I stayed at home and I watched Tv all the day long. It was a show about the young senator of the Illinois who wrote a book. I never found this book in France. Never. Hope I could read it one day. From this day I never forget his name, I feel some great things from him. He's President now and thats a such great thing ! Yes ! I love the United States ! Yes I love the Jonas Brothers and the Disney Stars ! Yes I'm sick ! And Yes your bad opinions about me make me better everyday even if sometimes they hurts me I love your criticizes.

This is our chance to answer that call. This is our moment. This is our time – to put our people back to work and open doors of opportunity for our kids; to restore prosperity and promote the cause of peace; to reclaim the American Dream and reaffirm that fundamental truth – that out of many, we are one; that while we breathe, we hope, and where we are met with cynicism, and doubt, and those who tell us that we can’t, we will respond with that timeless creed that sums up the spirit of a people. Yes We Can.

Barack Obama
Your Victory
Election Night Victory Speech -
Nov. 4
th 2008 -

Yes ! This blogpost dont have lyrics like the others but this one is special. It speaks about my life this year. My hope, my pain, my succeed and my failures. I conclue this blogpost quoting this person who give me many strength, many hopes and who learns me to NEVER give up.

My approach to managing diabetes is to focus on simple wins — little things I can do each day to achieve my goals. Over time, these everyday victories can make a big difference in your life — just like every research advancement moves us along on our path to a cure. While on that path, I want to be a positive face for diabetes. I want to show kids with type 1 diabetes – like all the kids sitting with me today – that they can live with diabetes and still make their dreams come true. Thank you for the opportunity to appear before you today, and thank you for your commitment to diabetes research. With your help, a little bit longer and we will all be fine.

Nick Jonas
at Washington DC before the Committee
the June 23th 2009

Please my readers, I know im not a perfect person but if I could I wanna give you my strength to never give up 'cause you dont give up and be better even if the life and few many thing are against you. So dont give up, stay yourself & be the best. And never forget: A Little Bit Longer and We'll be Fine.

God Bless Each one of You.

Keep the faith and the faith will help you.

With all my love.