Thanksgiving !

First thankful for my mom who support me everyday.
Second thankful for all of you who support me in my fight with your sms, and your twitter messages, im so upset by all of 'em. i know with you i'll be stronger and better soon. I know in 21 days i'll be alone in my room at the hospital but in my heart i'll never alone.
Third thankful for all my followers on Twitter and everybody who read my blog posts, comment 'em and watch my videos on my Youtube Channel :)
Thanks for all of you for your e-mail and all your comments on my Facebook's links when you say me that you like 'em i am SO upset when i read 'em 'cause thats very important into my life.
haha BUT i cant forget everybody who speak on my back 'cause without you all my life at HighSchool (and elsewhere) would be less funny ! =D

Thankful to Muse, Jonas Brothers, Mitchel Musso, Demi Lovato and anyone else for your music, your hope and your strength into it ^^

Special thankful to you boy for everything you do for the illness :)

My Simple win today -> try to explain my gratitude for yall into my thankful.

Pray for everyone you love. I Do the same. Today i pray for all of you.

Undying Thank you.

All my Love.
God Bless you All !

Lily

'The 7 things I Hate about You ! '

Yesterday night, I saw Muse at Lyon. The show was incredible. They are truly Invincible. THE Genius. I saw my lovely Mummy and my sweet darling Laurie. Thats AWESOME ! I truly miss 'em. They're always here for me since many years even if i am not a perfect friend with 'em. I am so glad to have you all in my life but I am so sad 'cause you're far away but always here in my heart. Undying thanks Mummy for the hug, i truly needed one.
Id like to share with you ALL this gig 'cause I think these moments must be shared with everyone you love.

In One week, I saw my hope, my pain, my freedom and my stronger passed in front of my eyes.
In 24 days I'll go to the hospital... im so sorry but i cant stop my countdown 'cause Im still afraid by it.

I received one truly weird message this morning:
'Hello. I think you made a wrong number 'cause I dont know any Alice.'

This message would be normal if it were sent by an unknown but this person was my cousin ! Yes ! Thats right ! i cant believe it ! Some people told me that I was famous in my highschool (personally this new dont change my life lmao) but my own cousin FORGOT me ! Alright if she wants but if one day she's back and she needs help, she'll not be able to count on me. In the past, I made everything to stay in contact with her and her parents but nothing from 'em...
To resume my feelings these lyrics are perfect:

'The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy.
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you '

'7 Things' - Miley Cyrus

My Simple Win of the day -> Erase her, Erase 'em, Forget my tests.

Congrats to my sweet Clara and to Soraya (they know what :D ) i am SO glad for you ! That will be AWESOME !

My mom calls the CPE (assistant principal of my HighSchool) to explain her that Im sick 'cause at the beginning she didnt believe me. I dunno if that will be better with my CPE now but I wait btw I can just wait ...
Today, the pain of my arms is horrible, i dunno when the pain go away. Soon i hope. I think tomorrow i'll be better... but i recorded my new original song named 'Just Friends' on my computer. Hope you like it :)



I chose this photo 'cause it's my feeling and my desire. ^^

All my Love.
God Bless you all.

Lily.

'Cause I'm not Alone, No no no but I'm not Alone, No no no not Alone'

Banner makes by (L)ea

Today, I can say you that i'm a little bit better than yesterday. It's on these ways we can see the persons who are really here for you.
I had my sport class this morning and thats more difficult to run on the Handball field day after day, and I can't stop thinking of my tests at the hospital in 27 days... i am SO afraid, 'cause now i'm sure ti be alone during these 5 hours of tests.

By the way, Yesterday I finished to write the lyrics and piano sheet of my new original songs named 'Just Friend'. Currently, I work on the guitar, drum and bass sheets, I hope to explain and show you my pain and my love for this song. Hope you like it.

Today all my prayers goes to my friend Lea. I want that she be better. She needs to be better. She must be better. God Bless you girl.

I dunno why but my song of the week is 'Fly with Me'. This song makes me feel strong and better. I dunno how I can explain this feeling. Shivers, happiness, hope ...
But i know with this girls and music I've the impression and the conviction I can kill my illness and be better one day.

God Bless you all.

Lily

' Life, is getting harder day by day
and i, don't know what to do, what to say, yeah
and my mind, is growing weak every step I take
so control your own
now they think I'm fake, yeah
cause I'm not alone, no no no
but I'm not alone, no no no
not alone '

'Not Alone' - McFly

'Sorry'

'Broken hearts and last Goodbyes.
Restless nights by Lullabies helps make this pain go away.'

Once upon these days where I wrote an article about one special person into my life, into my heart. One person who helps me everyday to be stronger and better. One person who today answer me finally:

'Sorry for breaking all the promises I wasnt around to keep.'

My Simple Win Today -> Stop crying.

Thank you to Clara, Helena, Camille, Auré, June, Marina, Laurie, Sab, Alexxz, the Girls if the Team and Nick, for all your support, your prayers and your help. I know just say 'thank you' is truly small for what you do for me if I could Id like to hug all of you. My heart and my love are everyday with you.

' 'Cause i dont wanna see you and me going our separate ways. Begging you to stay if isnt too late.'

' But you're already on your way. '

all the quotes: 'Sorry' - Jonas Brothers

'I Belong to You'

Im currently in the train when I write these lines. Yesterday had been an AMAZING day about 'em.

First I am SO happy 'cause I saw my friends Camille (twitter: _CamilleN), Alexxz (Twitter: Alexxzandrra), Sab (twitter: sangora) and Jessy (twitter: Jessy_Megan)

Arrived at the Sportpaleis at 8:30am w/ my young brother.

At 5pm: Soundcheck … I think he didnt read my banner 'My Simple Win: Be here today' I am so sad but I hope he saws my message... Soundcheck in front of John, Crista & Caro.

At 6pm: Meet & Greet: Haha awesome moment with 'em. I am SO sorry Kevin but I know you didnt angry against me 'cause you hugged me :D

I hope you love your Gift Joe, but I know that too 'cause Nick loves it too haha

The gig in front of my sweet Jack haha AWESOME !

Greg & John (and I think Jack too) had seen our Banner Moon ! John took it in his bag :) They love it so much ! Greg smiling and check me two times with Big Smiles. Haha I LOVE 'EM ! I cant stop laughing when I remember his face at these moments.

At this end of the show, I pointed Jack and make (y) he smiles and says to me 'Thank you so much' after when just guys played nobody applause except ME while looking Jack in the eyes ! He smiled me again and says 'bye' with big smile.

I am SO happy 'cause these guys are truly awesome ! I cant believe no one knows 'em …!!!

I don't know if you Greg, or you, John, or you, Jack read this article one time but guys, seriously … YOU ROCK ;) thanks so much to be the best everytime even if all these … girls comes just for Joe, Nick and Kevin, you're always here and you ROCK ! Caro and Crista too !! You're AWESOME and truly talented musicians.

Id like to meet you one day I hope thats come true soon ^^

By the way, thank so much for your speech next to 'A Little Bit Longer' … I cant comment more but just:

'I can't find the words to say
When I'm confused
I travelled half the world to say
You are my mu-se'

I Belong to You - Muse

Greg
John
Jack
Ryan
YOU ROCK

I've a message for you all now. I just wanna thank you all for your reading, comments, following, prayers and more ! I created this blog to share with you my fight of everyday... Soon I'll come to the hospital to do some tests... I hope everything will be ok... but im afraid of this day 'cause I was always afraid of the noodles. In 1 Month and 1 day.

All my Love.
God Bless You All Everyday.

Lily

'A Little Bit a Longer and I'll Be Fine'

Hey guys !
Currently, when i write it i am in the train to be back at Lyon. I know i'll post this text when i'll be at home.
im just come back from Zurich... Truly weird weekend ...
First we take the wrong train ... it was not to Geneva but to Evian-Les-Bains. We slept in a hostel there and took the boat to Lausanne at 5:40am after we took the subway to the rail-station and finally a train to Zurich ...
13 hours instead of 4.
To close this weird week-end we had meet Billy Joe Amstrong and Tre Cool of Green Day ... WTF ? i had win Meet&Greet and Soundcheck passes to finally didnt see the Jonas ... i am truly sad.

I think about everything: my life, my future, my health... The loose w/ the gig at Zurich learned me the importance of 'em into my life, my fight.
He's my hero even if I prefer another ;) He's so strong and courageous. Everybody couldnt do the half he does everyday. I thought im like him but finally not. im so weak than him ...

"My simple win: be here today." dont forget that guys ... (©LilySimpleWin)

i dont how can explain you my pain, my sadness and my emptiness ...
i just say to you when i person write a song and if this song make you cry just when you ear it, you understand the real way of the song when you are in the same way ...
I cannot stop to repeat in my mind this lyrics:

'All this time moves by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine'

A Little Bit a Longer - Jonas Brothers -

i dunno why ... certainly to convince me i'll be better ...
Another thing is truly ... hard to hear for me,
Still this Hero, Still this men, Still Crying:

'This Song,
Is for every broken heart,
for every lost dream,
for every high or for every low
And for every person who's ever felt alone,
And Tonight this song, This song is for you.'

Speech while performing A Little Bit a Longer in 3D Concert Experience - Nicholas Jonas -

Thank you so much my Hero, thank you so much for everything you do.

Write this post is very hard for me... Every time when i hear this song or this speech i cry ... I cry now...

i wanna say a BIG thank you to my friends who are with me everyday again and again ...
I am a broken heart, I know my dreams are lost but not dead, I've High and low everyday, i had already be alone but now i am not.

For illustrate this article I've chose this pic of my Hero 'cause just this pic makes me cry every time ...


All My Love ! God Bless you ALL !

Lily.